I hear I forgot
But
I see I remember
I do I understand
I don’t want to remember
I don’t want to understand
Because when I do
Even if I can forgive
I can’t forget.
If you really knew me, almost everything I am now is not me. I’ve became so distant with anything I love doing that my heart feels almost empty. I cannot stand looking at this screen that is about to make me screams. Fucking emails. These feeling make me deaf and blind and eventhough I am sinking in, I didn’t give a shit.
I just want to curl up on my bed and let Iman jumps around me. I want to hear his laughter. Please God, let me.
But
I see I remember
I do I understand
I don’t want to remember
I don’t want to understand
Because when I do
Even if I can forgive
I can’t forget.
If you really knew me, almost everything I am now is not me. I’ve became so distant with anything I love doing that my heart feels almost empty. I cannot stand looking at this screen that is about to make me screams. Fucking emails. These feeling make me deaf and blind and eventhough I am sinking in, I didn’t give a shit.
I just want to curl up on my bed and let Iman jumps around me. I want to hear his laughter. Please God, let me.
6 comments:
wasup dude???
dd..
tabahkan hati..
apapun.. aku doakan semuanya akan baik2 saja nanti..
do take care..
rilek...just limit your work mentally to 20% of your life, then you'll enjoy the other 80% more....just a matter of simple maths...
awat ni mate??
jiwa kacau jugak? take care mate...
try not to think too much DD.. whatever it is i hope you'll be fine and better now... just sit back and enjoy your life with your love ones.. they are much more worth thinking of day and night...
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