We need colors.

I always admire people who are passionate with whatever shit they’re doing and wish could have gotten the same magnitude of passion. Emm.. most of the time I obviously hate my job.

In Uni, we used to choose a guy each to be admired so that going to class wont be boring. Different semester will be a different guy. The most fun semester were between Eline/Nizam , Aju/Lahabau, Me/Medan, emm sapa lagi? Brani mau mengaku? hehe And at the end of the semester IF we got to date or makan berdua (meals paid by him)… kira menang la… Mind you the selection of the guy was quite hard. He must be known antisocial, hardly seen lepaking with girls and lebih tak cun lebih bagus (sorry guys)… Hhahaha and I won on my final semester.

During matriculation years, girls in my class will vote who is the best guy of the month. Best means : cun or tetiba bulan itu jadi cun, most helpful, most sincere, and whatever ‘most’ we can come out with. Yeah.. girls are crazy…

The point is I’m easily feeling out of spirits and tired. I need inspiration and motivation wtf??. At my age and status, it will be totally ridiculously stupid to be doing something like above esp with ppl who work under the same roof. Gatal he hapa kan… Eh ni bukannya inspiration hape pon... if you think that Chenta and Iman are not. They always there somewhere special in my heart. Ni saja je gatal-gatal... hehehh bole?

Whatever... at least I found mine, I dont even bother the fact that I have to share. He makes me smile when im sad. He slowed down my heart beat when I’m angry. He also lengthens my time when thinking my logic…



Yes what a stupid lamb I am.

McAvoy, I still love you, only lesser. Hiks!

oops..is this 'cheating' Zie?

Updates:

*** I would love to hear everybodys oppinion regarding this topic but my advisor suggested that its best to appologize first if this posting troubling anyone in anyway possible. Perhaps I miss those time a lot, everything kinda pop up in my head and my hand started typing without thinking. I even got some name wrong! heheh Ya Pn Eline, I know it was not Nizam, must be H**zam kan... lesson learnt, no name mentioned. Heheheh

*** as for statement 'lagi tak cun lagi bagus' - what was i thinking kan... kami yg tak cun... sbb kalau cun we wont play this silly game afterall... must be busy dating around. I dont know... i cant even properly put my thinking into words... all im saying is im sorry... sorry.. sorry...